A Love Divided

Everytime I think of it
It tears me up inside
That you could still feel for him
What you tried to hide

Don't tell me things will be ok
In truth, it's all unknown
Emotions are a ruly thing
Not easily disowned

A heart divided cannot love
The way I feel for you
I love you with all my being
Your passion's split in two

But you say that things are fine
And act as if it's so
And for you, I do so too
Hiding that I know

The knowledge is a nasty wound
It cuts in very deep
And every night as we lay down
I die myself to sleep